Living with Follicle Disorders

i guess i don’t understand after 25 years how i could let myself get this bad. when did i become so fearful of how i was perceived by doctors and god forbid they thought i was drug-seeking like a junkie but that is what it feels like. the anti-biotics, steroids, and a really STUPID idea to try accutane made me into a monster, a shadow of myself….they say to lose weight…i would really recommend that too….love to ….uhmm…how about the pain ……how about someone really talking about the pain…….how many handfulls of over the counter and the side effects do i have to take when some medications like Tramadol work so well that wow…i can get out of bed and actually clean my house, run errands and do my job……..instead i feel like some junkie on the street for even bring up the subject of pain management…….don’t tell me tha pain is a symptom of depression….my pain and depression is a Symptom of my disease…..who will actually help???